An Excuse of a Girlfriend Who Always Make Her Boyfriend Waiting Too Long

don't you have any idea how precious time for me when I could see you,
even just the last day we've met,
and we'll only go out for breakfast.

it may sound ridiculous to you, but yeah I admit that I spend plenty of time just to look at the mirror.
I don't count it, but it must be thousand times.
just to fit my appearance,
is there any flaw on my face?
is there any mismatch colors in my whole outfit?
do my lips look so pale? or instead, so over colored?
is my veil neat enough? because if it is not I will re-iron it hundred times.
may be I just always want to look nice in front of you,
although it usually ends with a so-so appearance, hehe.

let me tell you, that it is not so me actually.
ask anyone who knows me,
they'll tell you, I used to wear uncluttered and sometimes improper outfit when it comes to go out with them,
I'll be ready for a second, after grabbing the nearest outwear I could reach, then wearing a black veil whatever my clothes color.
that's the lazy me.

will you believe if I say you're that special?

in this post, I want to sincerely apologize and also deeply thank to you who always patiently wait for and bring joy to me.

:)

Jogja, May 4th 2014

listening The Velvet Underground-I'll be Your Mirror